So the past few weeks have been chaos. Really. I have a table in the staffroom groaning from the weight of 5 stacks of excercise books I have not finished marking. I have innumerable blisters on my feet, no nails to bite anymore, lost my voice and I am freaking out right now having just found out that I have been wrongly spelling “excercise” in the classroom.
I get all these amazing, experienced teachers I used to admire coming up to me to ask how’s teaching been so far and all I ever say is “It’s interesting!” Well, there’s more to add… its tiring, overwhelming and so difficult to keep up with the hype of my Secondary 1 students who seem to be very high on sugar.
I had absolutely NO idea how much work went into planning lessons and executing them in the classroom. And there’s always this worry if you’ve put in your best, if there was a better way “highest common factor” and “lowest common multiple” could be taught, if my students can really really really tell the difference between “square root” and “divide by 2″.
So it should come as no surprise to you when I say that most of the relief teachers at my school fell slightly ill 2 weeks into the sch0ol term. Down with flu, cough, slight fever and excruciating body aches, “weekend” couldn’t have sounded any better. I could almost hear Bethoven play in the distance. Ok, I exaggerate.
But despite all this, I have been blessed. I have a colleague who happens to belong to the same church as me. And its nice to see that I’m not the only one reading my Bible early in the morning with my iPOD turned on to a sermon or grooving to Hillsong. Minutes before my very first lesson as a relief teacher (but teacher nonetheless) Colin greeted me with a “Have a blessed time, sister!” and it totally made my day. Plus, it always feels so good to tell the other relief teachers that we have been healed of the flu, cough and fever in Jesus’ name!
I realise that God has been by my side so far in this ‘dektos’ year. Everything from the job, to the people around me, to my bank balance has been taken care of and it gives me so much hope. And yes, its tiring. It doesn’t help that I have to come home everyday to a empty house, feed Nikki, fold the clothes, iron the clothes, hang the clothes to dry, wash the dishes (my maid is on a one month holiday in India) and… MARK. But I tell myself I do it for Jesus and He makes it all the more delightful. To top it all, I have the cutest form class ever (the teachers have voted). Sometimes I find it hard to leave the class after my lesson.
Thank you Jesus for blessing me with so much and more.